Okay... I don't know if it's more humiliating to continue or admitting how childish I've been acting.
I withdraw it all. I was an idiot to not just behave like a reasonable adult and generating lots of resentment from a lot of people was very hypocritical of me. How dare I? Whatever my feelings, I realize that if the world doesn't seem to work right, maybe the problem was that I was the one that had to be corrected.
On behalf of ALL the members I have offended, I apologize for my unreasonable behavior.