If I was on the leviathan with bastila and malak close to me, I would be like no way. Then I would get VERY angry at bastila. I would first defeat malak (subdue him not kill him). Then I would yell my head off at bastila. Then leave her stranded on the cruiser without a means to leave. I would spend some alone time comprehending what just happened. Then I don't know what I'd do from there
Maybe I'd become a gray jedi
Maybe I'd become a hermit like jolee to escape both parties! (still at a young age, not a geezer!