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Yeah. But she has told me that they have pretty much run out of options. All her major functions are failing. Even before she left, her doctors were telling her to get all her affairs in order. She went to see several specialists where she is... and the news wasn't good.

I was willing to stay by her side until the end. As difficult as it would have been. I understand she feels that she's doing me a mercy by sparing me that.

But if she stayed here, there's no guarantee there wouldn't be a fight over the future of her kids. She was determined not to let her ex's family raise them... and nobody in her family seemed interested or capable.

I know she doesn't hate me... or feels indifferently towards me. But in some ways, that probably makes it more difficult.