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drove for a long time today...saw some things. lol
getting irritated by people now i guess cause im tired...getting pissed about **** that happened last year so i'm going to go work out my stress at the gym. wish i would have went active, i have no idea what to expect or do with my life after i get home from here. its bugging me really bad....hopefully all of my bills get paid off from the money i make here so i can start fresh. if i stay guard i can disregard being deployed for up to 2 years and focus on college or finding a wife. or both. meh. probably going to stay out of the bar scene when i get back, and not resort back to being an alcoholic. well i'm out, starting to get pissed.
Battle is a pure form of expression. It is heart and discipline, reduced to movement and motion. In battle, the words are swept away, giving way to actions-- mercy, sacrifice, anger, fear. These are pure moments of expression.
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