keyan: do it. engagements aren't legal contracts. look at me, i was engaged once! and she dumped me out of self righteousness!
going to bible study again tonight...i feel like an alien when i go there, but it's something to do that is free and increases my chance of meeting a girl outside of work, school, and bars. the girls in school are all in their early 20s, though i probably caught some of their attentions when i wore my ACUs to a few classes on monday.
also i called that one girl out for ditching me and my buddy for an "emergency" lol apparently some guy that has expensive car and swag and **** needed a "ride". yeah i may have come off as mean but i hate being lied to and treated like ****.